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monuments and melodies » August 6, 2009
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August 6, 2009

August 6th, 2009

i really, really hate to blog about such downer moments but i’m hoping this will help me snap out of it. i don’t know what is bringing on this sudden need to just want to cry. the worst part about this is that i am holding back the tears cause it would be totally inappropriate for me to let them loose right now. if this is due to my fucking period, well then i really hate you. i have been purposefully secluding myself from everyone. i’m bored. i want something new and exciting. maybe i should move….

(please excuse the very randomness that is spilling out of my head, into my hands and onto your screen. yes i’m sure (hopeful) this is just a phase. maybe i will get something out of it?… yes that’s promising. a lesson waiting to be learned)

maybe if I can just go to sleep now, tomorrow will be better?

*fingers crossed*

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  • 1. Ashley Arnerich  |  August 24th, 2009 at 10:13 pm

    Oh how I LOVE moments like this… will we ever grow out of these phases? It’s something else to hope for.
    Heart you the most B, <3, <3, and <3!

  • 2. annie  |  August 30th, 2009 at 4:47 am

    heya, reach out to me next time. i feel you.

  • 3. Jaime  |  January 20th, 2010 at 10:37 am

    aww. we all feel like that sometime. especially when you’re bored. its so hard to be content when there’s so much awesomeness out in the world.

    i feel ya. maybe i’m on my period too O_O

  • 4. ashley  |  January 20th, 2010 at 11:39 am

    LOL “Yes Men too, could be on their rag”.. I love that quote cause it is very true =P

    Thanks for the comment! As you can tell that was posted back in Aug so things are much (much) better now. happy times!


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